Friday, June 19, 2009

I Love MANILA!!!!:)_part 2

My stay in Manila was short, but full of happy and sad memories..

I was free there, i did almost all the things i wanted, smoked my lungs out, drank almost every night, to fight all the depression sinking in me, i moved on, we moved on, but before I've left Manila, i wanted to go to the historical places, but sadly i Weren't able to do that, i'm happy though.

As of now i'm still wanting to go back, and the biggest thing i surely miss now is my Manila, it taught me all of the things i have to learn in life, there i was independent, earning and wasting my own money.

I miss the cute tricycles, the smell of the LRT where i rush in every morning without thinking i might get stuck on the door, 'coz every morning i have to ride 2 LRTs from Cubao to Ermita, which is very tiring , hot and stressfull, but i didn't have any regret, i loved every second that i was there, staring at the known places, like walking the streets of Makati which is very tiring for my neck, 'coz i have to put my neck to it's highest possible angle just to reach the top of the buildings, amazed to all the people walking out through the doors of all the buildings and talking with their mates and friends, maybe on where they should take their lunch..:)

How i wish you could feel how i feel about missing manila, my stay there was so "bitin" thhat i am still craving for more, and if i will be given the chance to go back, i will never think twice!!

I Love MANILA!!!!:)_part 1

I came to conquer, there was fear in me and excitement, all the ironic feelings where in me..
but when i arrived there, some people asked me if i where a sea women, 'cause everyone that seems to go to the T.M. KALAW st. where sea men, but i answered no, i arrived to my destination alone but safe, in fact it was my first time to go there,haha and i did not get lost!
my first days there was fine, until i received a call that my mother was in the hospital and was scheduled for an operation in her ovary, the next day at the same day of my mothers operation, was the day i knew that my boyfriend, to whom i sacrificed almost everything and the reason i came to manila to be with him, was having an affair with another girl, the time i knew it my world fell apart, i don't know what to do, i want to go home to my mom, but i would feel like a looser if i ran away from them, so i decided to stay. And after a month i won my boyfriend back, i would say manila was clearly my escape from my world here in Bacolod and also was a great eye opener to me that there is no relationship in someway or another comes hardships and sacrifices.

Sad fact!

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Hahaha..Lolz

I did it!! and i'm havin' fun, i just made my own blog site,hahaha can't wait to post more blogs and share my thoughts,hahahahah yes! yes! yes!